| Foolin around in the library |
[19 Oct 2005|11:48am] |
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HOLY CRAP!! People are playing video games in the Library! I'm so jealous! Why can't it be me?! Ah well...My sister is gone on a school trip for the week...the lucky stiff. Luckily I have some fun stuff to do this weekend to top her. <3 I finished my english paper in school today. Go me! Didn't think it would happen, but it did. Watch me fail...meh, I don't care. :) Geez, I have certainly become lazy these days.
Well, I've decided that I'm sick of not having a ride so I'm going to study for my permit this week...hopefully to pass the test next week. Let's see if that happens...At the very least I hope I can sign up for driving school with Jen. That should prove fun. ;)
Work tonight. I need money...
Later.
(Scatter brain posts are the BEST! <<33)
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| A Dedication to a selected few.... |
[19 Oct 2005|11:46am] |
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I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
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| Chemistry is fun... |
[14 Oct 2005|11:01am] |
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A title that is part lie...and part truth. Chemistry itself is actually very boring. But the class...now that's another story. I have crazy people in that class, I tell you. But they're funny and they made me get out of that rainy day funk I was in this morning. So drinks all around! (Hee..that reminds me of spanish...wow. My classes...) Anyway, TGIF all! Finally, right? I don't know, but I'm just not liking October...it hasn't been that great for me. I think it's the fact that I got stressed out about a few things...but thankfully things are starting to look up. Besides the PSATs tomorrow morning, I'll be going to the movies this weekend! YAY! Not sure what I'll see yet though...And then I have the whole weekend to do nothing. Which I find glorious because I really want to just sleep and relax. (although I probably am going to do something and screw that all up. Damnit.) And then there's Halloween! :) I'm not sure what's going down, but I've been getting some pretty good options for that monday night.
Moving away from October...Mini has my calculator! THE THIEF! He was supposed to give it back this morning and he did not! ARGH! That boy...he better return it by monday morning or I'm going 007 on his ass and pulling a mission when he least expects it. *evil laugh* Well, I'm hungry and tired and almost out of time. The bell will be ringing in like 3 minutes and I'll be going back to Psyche class to draw and listen to Aladdin say subliminaly "take off your clothes." (D/A) Ta readers~
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| A case of the Mondays.... |
[10 Oct 2005|11:00am] |
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Ah, Office Space...such a stupid movie, and yet I used a line from it. <3 Anyway, things are starting to look up from last week. Finally, right? I've cut a few things out (or down) and now I'm starting to feel better about a lot, actually. I guess those sources spit out a lot of negativity that just brought me down. I had a fun weekend! I went to see Serenity with Jen and Shawn on friday. I think me and Jen had more fun at that movie than the movie provided...and WOW does that sound kinky! (lol) Alas, we still did not get to play Time Crisis...But someday we shall once more!! (Although I heard that she did with Shelly w/o me! *tear* Oh well, we still have Fright Fest!!) As for Saturday, I was out all day shopping with my mom and sister. And now I am broke once more...oh well. At least my work closed early so I didn't have to go. And on sunday I celebrated my dad's 50th in the freezing woods by eating a lot of not-so-good for me food with the my relatives. Good times...(Oh and sorry to anyone who tried to reach me this weekend! I was so busy...I have yet to still check my messages...Sorry loves! <3 )
As for school, things are actually looking up! I'm not doing as horribly as I thought. And on top of that I'm actually catching up on work! Woo-hoo! I even might finish the homework I was supposed to do this weekend for each of my classes! :) Wow, now that lunch is nearly over, I'm going to be surfing the net.
More later...
(Thank you for the comments <3)
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| Not worth it... |
[30 Sep 2005|08:44am] |
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I've been truly tired and worn out lately--and it's only the beginning of the year. I fear what the rest of 2005 will bring. I've been at the end of my chain lately and I don't have the engery for anything anymore. I'm barely studying and doing homework. Those activities are even more scarce than they once were. (Surprisingly)My school work is falling and I have just been utterly down for the longest time now. As for people...I feel as if they are just making me more worn out and bitter. I feel dejected and unappreciated. I don't know if this is the exhaustion talking, but it's almost as if I'm there for their convienence. And if it weren't for Jen, Sara, and Inessa...I don't think I'd get up at all some mornings. Thankfully there are the few that go out of their way to uplift people.
Even worse, my job is becoming demanding. It's just furthering my exhaustion and distraction. I have to work today--but I have to stay after for math. You know, if I get fired for not being able to make it, I don't care. It's not worth loosing myself over.
On the upside, I think I did well on a psyche test today. Woo-hoo! I needed that to bring up my B.
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| 2:30 Cave Hermit |
[22 Feb 2005|04:46pm] |
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I can't believe it! I slept in until 2:30 pm today. 2:30!! This will certainly not be happing again!! ...I hope. My sister's friend is sleeping over our house tonight. She came home to a scary looking me.
I feel bad for her.
The snow is nearly all gone where I live. I wish the weather would make up its mind! This way it will not get my hopes up when I return from winter break. Return...that reminds me. I MUST do at least ONE piece of homework tonight. ONE!!! I think I'll make it spanish...just beacause I'd rather not use my thinking skills and finish English and History. (Or herstory)
Which is bad because those are the subjects that are in most need of finishing.
I'm beginning to think that my room will never be moved around now. :( But I can hope. 5 more days!! Tomorrow is archery. I hope I shoot well. Or at least I hope I don't shoot something other than the target. (That's always good.) Tonight american idol is on. I think that show gets redundant after a year.
I will be watching it tonight.
I haven't really been following it. My family has. I will ask them what has been going on. They will most likely not provide an understandable answer. Family time, gotta love it. :) Which reminds me. I get to go to a wolfpack game with them on saturday. Go pack! I haven't been to a hockey game in a while. I'm a bit rusty on the rules. (But I bet we all are seeing as the NFL season has been canceled. Money always causes problems...)
Well, off to go hang--be annoying around my sister. :) She loves me.
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| Good bye quiet hello dog |
[21 Feb 2005|06:59pm] |
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Two entries in one day! I better slow down or I might cause Live Journal to crash! Well, as suspected, I did not get anything done. (I blame it all on procrastination...oh well, I have 6 days left. So begins the countdown!)
My Day:
Finish Catalyst (While petting my beloved cat Mya)
Go online (Type first entry and explore Laurie Halse Anderson's website)
Take shower
Eat Lunch
Watch movie
Look at homework (But do not do)
Go online (Nearly die of shock for getting a response from LHD.)
Dog comes home with mom
Ok, so I didn't get what I wanted done...but it was a pretty good day. Although technically it wasn't lunch that I had...it was a breakfast/lunch/dinner. Seeing as the first time I ate today was at four. Oh well, it was good. Grilled cheese and tomato soup. I don't want to brag, but I make one great grilled cheese and tomato soup. (Watch out emerald because "BAM!" here I come! :) ) I would have made something else, but our fridge smelt weird. I figured that couldn't be a good sign so I stuck with the slices of edible looking deli cheese and a can of Cambles in the pantry. The regular bread was moldy so I used hamburger buns.
I must tell my mom that we need to go shopping...and that we should put some goggles on to inspect the fridge.
My beagle abby came home from the kennel today. I love her to death, but it was kind of nice without her. Not that I don't like her barking and chewing of everything in sight...it's just nice to have some quite once in a while. (Especially since my sister was also away for the day. I was all by myself! Hail peace and quiet!) At least she might keep me motivated to be active tomorrow. I have no dance class, so I must do something productive! After this I think I might clean my room. We'll see how far that goes...
Oh and Chelsie:
Something is wrong with my answering machine. I did not get your messages. My dad is fixing it now. Maybe I'll get to hear them when he's done...I hope.
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| February Vacation a.k.a Do nothing week |
[21 Feb 2005|02:58pm] |
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Yes, the 21st. First day of my "do nothing" streak. Man have I been preparing to do this for quite a while. The sad thing is that I did recieve homework that I must complete. So I suppose I cannot perform my "nothing" to the fullest, as I had hoped. :( (I might also have to do some make up work...seeing as I am, in my standards, failing english...thank you progress reports for pointing that out.) And of course the weather men decided to make it snow for the first day of vacation. Where was this fluff when I was praying for it in the early hours (Or late, depending on how you classify 1 am...) of my school days? Those green screen pointers are out to get me, I just know it. (Either that or mother nature is angry at me for some unknown reason...she's probably angry that I have yet to fufill the typical teenage protocall and get a boyfriend....me and her both.)Good news, I actually had time to sit and read! This is what? The first in decades? And to my delight, it was a Laurie Halse Anderson book. (Catalyst-great. You should read it. *Hint hint*) And the good news just keeps rolling because I found out that her next book PROM comes out March 3rd, 2005. (Oh yeah, my birthday month!) I love her work. :) And I'll have to get that book as I go out to get my sister's birthday gift...seeing as it is the next day...which reminds me that I am currently out of cash. This could be a problem. (Especially since I had been yearning to get the first season of Ai Yori Aoishi...damn.)
Oh well, right now I sit at the computer unshowered, poor, boyfriendless, and unaccomplished of any work. Not quite the desired mix, but I hope to fix that soon enough. First step: Shower. The rest will follow, I hope....probably not in that order, but here's to wishing! Today (,after the shower of course,)I plan to move my room furniture around and tackle some spanish...maybe even some english. (despite the fact that I fear that class now...it wants me to speak. I'd rather draw. We do not get along.) But I doubt very much this will happen. Why? It's already 3:14 and I'm at the computer. My AIM and website searching addiction is bound to kick in soon. (Megan's right, I need to get motivated...or develope addiction patches for teenage entertainment. "Wear them and fight the dreaded disease of Procrastination!! $19.95!!" I would make a bundle...)I have the problem of having too much to do and too little time...this will equal disaster soon enough. I don't know what made me want to write in this today. Maybe I had alot on my mind...or maybe I realized that abandoning this for a semester wouldn't be too fun...The last time I wrote here was when I still was slacking off in Mr. Madar's Graphic Communication's class!! Needless to say I got an A in his class...(Do nothing=Good Grades...why can't all of my classes be so easy?) Ugh! Now I'm thinking about english again. All my other grades are As and Bs!! WHY EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM?! WHY?! English used to be my best class...Maybe my mind is shutting down from all the stress I have accumulated so far. No wonder I have 8 sick days...Oh well, off to fight my addiction!! Cheer me on!
P.s. I'm not sure if I'm quixotic today...but I like saying the word right now...so here we are. :)
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| Hot guy in my pocket |
[20 Oct 2004|07:17pm] |
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Ok, I'm back again. Why? Well, I like to kill myself. Why not? So here I am procrastinating again. Don't you love me? Ugh. All that work!! I'm gonna go crazy now, one sec....*goes crazy then returns* Good news. My friend had a few convos today that made her feel better. That makes me feel better (a little). Another thing that makes me feel better was that apparently I was not the only one experiencing the "horrible day" that was yesterday. Not to be alone...feels good.
My day has been getting better though. I was able to join art club...sadly not stay, but I joined!! XD!! And, I got a 100 on a Graphic Communications test I had. Yay! And I got to stare mindlessly at the hot guy that randomly stands across from my bus for his ride. ^_^ I feel stalkerish. Speeking of hot guys, I shall explain my title!! I was ripping out ads for GC class and I found a picture of "Mr. August". (Yeah, it sounds really kinky...but he was in a girl's "trendy" magazine...not the adult ones some of you may be thinking of...) Well anyway, he was really hot so I tore him out and put him in my pocket. Then I forgot about him...until I took him out and I was like: "OMG!! There's a hot guy in my pocket." Yeah, so that was my semi-interesting story. Know it, love it, live it.
Yeah, so I changed my background and stuff. I couldn't help myself. I saw so many different icons and stuff...I had to... The background I've had for a while...but I put it up because a.) I love Tanemura's work!! b.)I just read a Tanemura original c.)um...there is no c.
The icon is of an anime I have yet to learn about called "Spiral". Looks interesting...
Oh!! That manga I just read is called Shinshi Doumei Cross. It's REALLY GOOD!!! It's another love story of course...but it's unrequitted...so yeah, Haine-chan becomes Shizumasa-kun's body guard and yeah. It's just great. Ack, Tanemura-sama never ceases to astound and amaze me. I worship her along with Clamp and Watase...(And a hell of a lot more...like Takeuchi, Yoshizumi, Tachikawa...etc.)
Manga has a soothing power over me. It easily sways my emotions. And I am sooo thankful for it. I want to do that. I want to give people the same joy I get in reading them...that is why I must fufill my dream to become a manga-ka. *strikes a victorious pose* MUAHAHAHAHAHA ::ayeka laugh::
::Ahem:: Yeah. So one of my friend's B-day parties is this weekend. I hope it's a good one where people have fun and act normal...but not so normal where we all kill each other...that would be bad. Ok, now to go eat and do my homework. I feel better now...and it will be ruined once I have to do homework...
OMG!! LMAO!! THE MOUSE IS HIGH!! *Joy* Ok, I'm good. HEY!! SMALLVILLE IS ON!!! *runs away*
"So give me novacane..."
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| Wake me up when October ends |
[20 Oct 2004|11:51am] |
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I finally put in a slip mentioning that I want to get out of Ms. Evil's class...a.k.a my spanish class. I pray that they'll be able to do something about it. I can't stand that lady. I pray Jess will forgive me if I can depart...I feel bad for leaving her alone with the devil...
Marking period ends friday. Shit. I hope that I don't find out that I have alot to do... But then again it will make the transition of a class easier if it's at the end of a marking period. I only pray I'm not failing anything. (I consider C's failing...that is why I feel I am screwed...seeing as I have been getting a few of those in a few selected classes.)
The art club meets today. Damnit!! I wanted to join. I'm going down there today to see if I could be a late entry...and go next week.
Yesterday was the shittyest day in my life...or close to it. I cried at least 3-4 times yesterday. Maybe I needed it. Who knows. Today is a tad better...but not that great all the same.
Yeah. The song is really called Wake me up when September ends. But I altered it for me. Woo!
So anyone, wake me up when October ends, k?
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| Grocery list |
[19 Oct 2004|11:34am] |
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Missing school is possibly the worst thing you could do to your highschool career...ok, maybe just to your highschool mentality. But close enough. This is what I've missed and/or have to make up.
Spanish- 1 paper, 1 test
Math-Nothing because I rock
Social studies-1 permission slip, 1 paper, 1 worksheet and probably more because this is the working class...no pun intended.
English- 1 response, 1 missing voice in class
Science- 1 quiz
Graphic Communications- 1 test
Wow, that looks like a rather hefty grocery list. And I just sneezed. It didn't sound like a sneeze though...so I feel like cracking up in class. OOooo I almost got a strip show from god. That rocks. Now I must proof her paper...it has 4 pages...I 'm on page 2...onward!!
My spanish teacher kept up her bitch appearance today. I think I've become her torture pet. I hate her. I definitely must drop her class...but I'm afraid to ask.
I'm tired as hell. And to think yesterday I rested all day. I barely did anything. Oh well. Tonight is archery. I hope I do well...and that Matt doesn't call me blonde...or I'll kick his irish ass. Let's pray I shoot a 200 today!! Or at least that I'm moved from 9 friggin meters. If I am not...I might scream.
Boyfriends- I want a certain someone to go out with another certain someone. But that doesn't seem to be happening...Damn them both. Her and her little churchboy must come together...Then I can be jealous and wish I had a churchboy of my very own. Then I can loathe myself for being one of the last in our group of friends to have a boyfriend....even though I supposedly have a "fan club"...who knows...it's probably some elderly pedafiole folk. Ah Well.
Recognition- Something nice happened. This weekend I was told I could draw really well by people I don't really see much of. And though I've been told this alot...it was rather refreshing. Because these weren't really my "group of friends" people. You never know if what your friends say is what they really mean on account of their your friends...they don't want to hurt you. But stranger's complements made me feel great about my work...and they encouraged me to go to japan. For that they rock.
Churchboys- I encountered many of those this weekend. They were everywhere at a confirmation I went to. One was nearly a foot away, turned towards me. And dear lord did I have the temptation to glomp him. Along with this guy with a cell phone I saw....Man, if Tom Welling had been there...there would soooo have been something going down in that church.
Ok, back to reading. Ciao!! *jumps over a random hood of a car*
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| Missing Coats |
[14 Oct 2004|08:03am] |
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How I wish I could be lost in the simple days of elementary when school could actually be considered fun. High school is hell. Anyone who says otherwise is being paid to say so. I hate spanish. I never thought that I'd utter those words...but there they are. I never understood the complaints about it in the past...but now that I have one of the worst teachers I've EVER had...I can cope with that opinion of bitter hatred for the language. She really brings to truth the statement that "a teacher can make or break a class." Luckily I am not alone in my despise for the woman.
Whoever up there who likes to tourment me is having a good time doing it. Not only is school hell...but home is getting on my nerves as well. My parents keep being complete bastards. They're getting on my case about everything. When did they become so annyoying? Was there a memo I did not get or something? Well, whoever is stealing those memos is taking my coats as well. Because I'm down three of them things. Let's just say it's going to be a cooooold winter.
I'm tired. Tired and I don't know. I feel like I'm not amounting to anything these days. No one cares if I'm there or not. I'm just a temorary presence in the room...a moment of entertainment. (God that sounds kinky) And I have no time to make me feel special. That's the worst part. I'm too busy with work and activities and family crap...No me time. I'm exhausted. I get home and fall down on my couch. Then I do nothing for as long as I can or at least until my beagle's bark becomes so loud and annoying that I'm force to rise.
Where has my pretend life gone? I feel like I'm loosing myself. And now I'm leaving...bell.
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| Has the world gone crazy? |
[06 Oct 2004|08:50am] |
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Today is not a good day. First I know I failed a spanish test. No me gusta la clase de espanol esta pasado.
Next, I spill tea on myself. (Not hot, but still embarassing) Then I freeze up in a social studies debate...guess what? I'm not doing well in social studies this year. (I hate C+s) Then, I find out that I need a pass to get to my sanctuary from now on. A PASS?! What the hell is wrong with America? Why are they constantly trying to keep me down? Is this energy just concentrated on me...or someone else feeling the force of this brutal attack?
And I'm tired. And people...are being annoying. And there's the bell. I don't even get to finish my rant.
Life sucks.
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| Pointless |
[05 Oct 2004|11:44am] |
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I haven't made an entry on here in a while...why? Because I've realized how pointless these things are. Their basically just another way to communicate to your friends...but I guess it does relinquish the need to get out general opinions...
What I really want it for is for emotion....and thoughts on people...but that causes to much frustrations and confusion.
Moving on: Today I heard an interesting point in english. It was about people who cut themselves. It was said that many people who cut themselves suffer from a great deal of depression and they cut themselves because they can't feel. And they want to feel...so they do it to feel pain.
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Oooo....My sexy bitch is here and we're having some sexy times. *wink* Just thought you'd like to know...We're talking about christina's gifts....Alessandra is talking about a delux eddition of something...God, I don't want to know...Or do I? *wink* It's food day in study hall today....and no one brought food...We're all lazy asses. I'll buy something in lunch. I hope. Alessandra...STOP F******* WITH MY COMPUTER!! *ahem* Hi.
I need to get christina's gift...what shall I get...Hmm......*gets the wiggles* Muahahahaha!!! Ms. Luddy is being mean...and trying to kick me off my computer...so a kid I don't even like can use it!!! ACK!!! DIE!!
I have dance tonight. I don't want to go. It sucks. And then there's school work. I will not get into that so I can preserve my sanity. HEY!! I have a fan club!! Oh yeah!! Supposively I'm hott, kinky. O.o Alessandra is the president. All hail our sexy leader!! Ok, I'm fine...
Now I'm getting off...ONE DAY TILL SEXYNESS!!! HOO-RAH!
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| Nostalgic Weekend |
[20 Sep 2004|11:43am] |
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Yeah, um...I ended up not going to the movies...mainly because my friend didn't contact me and give me anymore details on the matter...Oh well.(all that worrying for nothing...curses.) But I didn't exactly do "nothing" this weekend. I did babysit and watch ella enchanted...so that makes it all better. :) OMG. I pigged out on food. That is why I am fasting for the rest of the week!! >.< lol.
Yes, well...moving away from that and focusing on the title...I spent my entire (well...MOST of the..)weekend watching Rurouni Kenshin and Yu Yu Hakusho!! And they were all my favorite episodes! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!! (which was Kenshin's goodbye scene with Kaoru and Gen kai's death...and when Usuke's spirit beast comes...that's some funny shit. lol.) Sitting there alone, enduldging in some of my favorite shows...it felt so good!! XD I guess I'm appreciating a lot more now a days...or I have no life...I'm not sure which...Oh well.
Yeah so...on with more babbling until I'm kicked off of here...THIS MOUSE DOES NOT WORK!!! YEARGH!! Tomorrow is my first day of archery!! *excited* And tonight I go to doggie school...because my doggie is not a good doggie...^_^;; I'm soooo tired. I've decided that I shouldn't go to bed at 12 anymore since well...yeah. And there is the belllllll!! CHRISTINA'S PARTY THIS WEEKEND!! *Celebrates* I can't wait!! (Now...all I need to do is get Chritsina a present. :) )
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| Spiffyness |
[15 Sep 2004|04:46pm] |
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My journal looks so cool now!! BIG HUG FOR MEGAN!! She's so good at htmls! Along with many other things....That is why I must take all her talent and kill her! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! Then I shall be the coolest in the land!! *goes crazy* Shocking story: I saw Megan get mad for the first time today!! She blew up at some jerks and all I could think was: ALL RIGHT MEGAN!!! It was a sexy display if I do say myself! (she even squeaked!!) Let me just say, I would not want to be at the other end of that...or would I? *wink* (lol. jk)
Another suprizing thing that happened to-day was that I practically got no homework!! (with the exception of spanish....I hate that class....If it weren't for the lovely Juliet, I don't know what I would do!!) The best part of today was study hall though. I brought food. It was gone in 10 sec. And I was loved for it. ^_^ Man, if I had enough food for everyone at school...I'd be damn sexeh popular. lol. Hmmm...Maybe I should try this theory out on guys...*evil grins*
More on my guy friend: Another troubling problem...I've been invited to the movies by my guy friend...and I'm going to go with him and his friend...and his friend's friends....if that makes sense...but....I'm going to feel so weird. *cries* I get nervous and quiet around strangers!! I mean, (to quote my friend christina) I'm a shy little southern girl!! I asked him if it was ok for me to invite a friend (christina) and he was all like: "What, can't you go without your life partner?" GRRRRR to him!! And when I said I could, but would feel akward he wouldn't accept it. I mean, I have fun doing stuff with him, but maybe I should back out? I don't even remember what movie he said....ACK!! I need to think this over...hmmmm....
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| Ghetto Goodbye |
[15 Sep 2004|11:48am] |
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Yeah, ok. So The doctors visit actually didn't turn out to be such a bad thing!! I didn't get any shots or pricks!! *jumps for joy* But I did get my other ear pierced, thus the title of this post...So my lovely ghetto appearance is gone...*cries* But thankfully, I'll always be ghetto at heart! YAY!
And the ironic thing: After I left the doctor's...I started to feel real sick. So now I have a runny nose and a clouded head... So throughout school I feel like I'm watching through someone else's eyes and hearing them talk and seeing them walk. In short, I've been out of it. REAL out of it. Which is something for me. Oh, and if you're wondering about the mood thing...well..THAT WAS ALL JEN. I'm so good to her. I kept it so she could see it and laugh. The things I do for love. lol. In reality I probably should have put sick...or maybe high...Hmmm....
Intresting story: My friend heard I had an online journal. And he went on and on about how he thinks it's a stupid idea because anyone can read it. And I told him I don't care. And then he asked if he could read it. And I said no, I didn't want him to. And he said his point was proven...But in truth I'm right, because if anyone can read it...then he could. So there. I win!!! *Laughs*
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| Mondays are evil |
[13 Sep 2004|10:55am] |
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Yes, It's a known fact that Mondays are evil. And if it isn't....well, it is now. ;) I got my head bit off for not having a worksheet for spanish...that I didn't even recieve in the first place...! I made it through the rest of that class by reciting "Me choca la clase de espanol" silently in my head. And now I'm loaded with work...and on top of that I have a doctor's appointment today. I hate the doctor's. They never bring good things. Nurses aren't that great either...with the exception of some at school. They'll let you do almost anything...
My stomatch was making funny sounds in english today. I'm either hungry, or harboring an alien being of some kind. I'm not sure which yet. (pssst. I think it's the second.) I don't feel like going to the lunch room today. So here I am typing in the library. The lunch room is also a very unhappy place...only during lunch tho...cafe study is one intresting period! :) Ugh...I'm freezing..the a/c is on in here....
Dedication. I don't think I have it and it bugs me. Everytime I want to do something I start is and only meet the goal halfway. I've started, but not finished so many things. Things like, stories, comics, pictures, books. I'm wondering if this is another one of my illnesses...will I ever know if those things end?! *sighs* This section of the topic was rather random...and probably doesn't fit at all into the top half of this post. But I don't really care. I suppose I'm random like that. I get bored easily or so many different things swarm in my head I transfer or spout them out easily.
Lunch is nearing to an end...I think...so I'm out.
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| Dusk |
[12 Sep 2004|07:12pm] |
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Yesterday, I was late for the fair. Me, who said I'd be there around 5 or so. My mom lied to me...or fooled herself. Either or. A sadder fact: My mom didn't even know where the fair was. So we spent 20 minutes being lost...until we acctually came upon it by chance. Where does she get that luck? Better yet, where can I aquire some?
The occasion was kind of a blur anyways. It was basically Christina, Jen, Andy, Alessandra, and me walking around an overcrowded fair grounds. (after I ditched my mom and sister...which I felt a little guilty for doing so...)
It's late now. I have about ALL of my homwork left. I have come to believe that my best work is done late at night, and no other time. And the ocassion has to be a rushed one or I take my leisurely time...This hurts me because I end up exhausted, barely making it through the week. I need to get this ill thought of waiting out of my head or I might kill myself one day. And it will be a stress attack. I'll spaz out and just fall down. The End. I know it's probably not a real way to die...I mean it could be...but I doubt it. Well, moving on from the morbid thoughts, let's go to those damned teen problems.
I give up on guys. I think I've said this to myself everyday since I've started high school. I mean I want a boyfriend...But maybe I don't understand how it all works...If I did, would I be single? *shrugs* And I haven't any crushes. Does that bomb or what? I'm a highschool girl without a crush. The American culture might place me as "weird" at the moment. I hate the American. They put so much emphasis on looks and being in relationships...Sad to say, I might be behind 7th graders in boyfriend/girlfriend relationships. Maybe if I move to the south, I can catch a hillbilly! *laughs* Ok, I don't think I'd want to....hmmm....
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